I can not go back ah

Editor's Note: plain language, the truthful story of the love of life, bright with life every day! Extract some more! Xinjiang has never been that day, I started keeping a diary. Ten years, a full written fifteen, and later, it did not last, and now want to come, not to maintain it lost self, very sorry,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych]!
some time ago, wanted to write stories, to a good start, but the lack of material, will look to find the diary. This look, I realized that my diary is the most authentic way of life witnessed, more like sea shells left by the tide; it was memories of my life, but also my life path year after year: the front two years,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], far from home, homesick, living hard, work hard, write the length of the diary and remembering his mother's homeland and the majority of childhood playmate; another two years, getting used to living in Xinjiang, Xinjiang began to write customs, written work, the conflict with a certain person, writing on the future life of the suspect, and the first rain or snow a year, have started to love a girl with a hazy again ... ...
Later, the girl of their own goodwill smiles, gestures, heart guessing, detail description, sensitive feelings, and so on and so forth - of course, is wishful thinking, in spite of full blush of love and hate is love Qiu; there was now even she herself did not recognize the drunken graffiti.
diary is her own silent voice. Look diary, restore a broken memory that is long gone, even that little bit of life on the Inn ... ...
Below, I extract several, to readers:
1984 年 4 26, Saturday, sunny
Today is my twentieth birthday. I remember as a child, how much I look forward to the annual birthday ah! Because this day, no matter how hard life at home, my mother always tried to give me tons of delicious. Now, I have a year away from home, my mother will think I'm at home, I also miss my mother,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], can be thousands of miles apart, I can not go back ah!
Today's birthday more meaningful, ?
1985 年 11 19, Tuesday, fine (sand)
four o'clock, Hamilton television station broadcast a report group Cairn heroes frontline report in Hami City live video. Unfortunately, I went late, the first soldier of the report has been finished. The second soldier named Yuan China, Yunnan Province, 1979 to participate in self-defense counterattack against Vietnam war, this year on Sept. 4, in the highlands of Vietnam in a surprise battle, he led the 16 commandos, the heroic charge, only sixteen minutes occupied by the enemy position, a first awarded the division headquarters. During the battle, due to the impact of fire shock, eye injury, right eye blindness.
He spoke really, with the theme: both the military defend the homeland, border guard duties and obligations of every inch of land, but also a personal affair, more emotions. But when people need their country, they resolutely discard children affair, hesitate to embark on the battlefield of blood and fire to serve the motherland. Each of them are ready at any time to give his young life. Their heroic deeds are heroic. The middle of his speech, he sang a song with emotion, called I was deeply moved, and also followed his tunes tears.
Yes ah, who did not own mother, who has not enjoyed her mother's caress? But when her mother needed us, they put the mother's love hidden deep in the heart, blood and fire toward the battlefield ... ...
listening to lectures, can not calm my heart a long time, I think, If I were them, I do it? Yes, I certainly would,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych]! Because I am also descendants, is the son of the motherland, every inch of land to defend the motherland,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], I will sacrifice smiling face. Dear Heroes, Let me extend my highest salute you now!
1986 年 5 13, Tuesday,
sunny morning after the rain, I walked the river in the four trees. When the sun rising from the east when the sky is blue as a mirror, as if there can be a reflection of the shadow to the Tianshan peaks. How many white clouds floating from a distance, leaning peak in the Tianshan Mountains, fluttering transitory man, like nine clouds; pine greener than the original, and presented with a new green line, the entire hillside, overnight, covered with a Zhang green carpet, green Jiaoren amazing, green Jiaoren heart a sense of excitement and anxiety. Glossy dark green river poplar, willow green, is a wonderful green elf, and four trees dripping River like a plump young mothers milk, endless seasons cross the green to nourish life; possible that the Green put up with hardships of life to find his mother and the upbringing of their sorry, the breeze, the dew on the leaves have fallen children, into the water to show gratitude, the generous acceptance of the water, and roll up small waves, toward the cheerful West went to the ... ...
1987 年 12 16, Wednesday,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], snow
the snow do not know when to begin the next, and one o'clock when sleeping or bright, starry skies, can the morning after , is snow, a white out all over the world.
if there was something to happen, it would seem that nothing would happen, but always looking forward to what my heart, even though such expectations are vague, hazy.
To be able to see more of her, came early to the canteen. She is like the past, wearing that white uniform, the following is dark green bars pants, plump, graceful manner, her breasts look Jiaoren to think evil thoughts but can not help wanting to look at one. Her oval face is not standard, but symmetrical, slightly long white face; a pair of big eyes seem to speak, as long as she to the window of a station, delicately coated with a touch of lipstick that red lips, softly asked: to several dishes? meal ticket, handed her hands, and try to make their moves look more elegant.
before meals Every time she always like to use a pink scarf wrap a hair, that hair is a classic: two pigtail draped over the shoulder, with the head of the movement, that naughty little braids for a while before running to the shoulder, while another went to the shoulder, turn out the pigtails, trimmed with red beads. She would not talk too much,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], just smiling, deft movements lay food in one hand and took the bread or scones, to indicate you are caught with their eyes, then smiled, then took the hand of another person meal ticket. She is always so quiet and serene in her face, even in her bright eyes, never seen trouble gloom, even mutter a few words when someone what to eat vegetables too little or too cold like bread words, she would look with a slightly apologetic glance to him quickly through the eyes of her shy,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], you will think she is saying: I'm sorry, please forgive me! Young man suddenly becomes a pleasure discontent, and even that is an extra treat.相关的主题文章：

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